Sudden Death

Feeling impatient
I wanna take my last breath cuz I'm tired of waiting
I want my sudden death
I want to finally lay to rest, permanently
This mindset gets too deadly
My heart's not too steady
I wish the world would forget me
Trust me I would leave if they would let me, but I know they would resent me
Oh I'm feeling impatient
Didn't want to say it but I wanna take my last breath cuz I'm tired of waiting
I want my sudden death
I want to finally lay to rest, permanently
This mindset gets too deadly
My heart's not too steady
I wish the world would forget me
Trust me I would leave if they would let me, but I know they would resent me

Oh I want to fly
I want to soar in the sky
I want to be weightless while I soar in the sky
I want to be careless
I try my hardest, nothing's enough
I think I've had enough

It's too tough
I'm scared to look down, scared to look up
I look forward, and I hate to look backwards
I don't want to see nothing
I want to shut my eyes permanently

Feeling impatient, I don't want to wait
I wanna take my last breath right now cuz I'm tired of waiting
I want my sudden death; I welcome it
I want to finally lay to rest, permanently
This mindset gets too deadly
My heart's not too steady
I wish the world would forget me
Trust me I would leave if they would let me, but I know they would resent me
Oh I'm feeling impatient
Didn't want to say it but I wanna take my last breath cuz I'm tired of waiting
I want my sudden death
I want to finally lay to rest, permanently
This mindset gets too deadly
My heart's not too steady
I wish the world would forget me
Trust me I would leave if they would let me, but I know they would resent me

You say to sleep it off, but I don't really believe that's an option
And I don't think it's fair cuz I got these nightmares
They don't let me sleep
I don't get any sleep
Where to go?
I don't know where
Anywhere I turn is terror
You couldn't hire me to care about what's going on down here anymore cuz death is About To score
I think I was bound to hit the floor
To be down buried in the floor