2 Left Shoulders

Demons demons demons
I live with a whole legion
These Angels won’t go near me
They flee when I’m soul seeking ah
And At times I feel
like I’ve got 2 left shoulders
Change is too damn hopeless
Cause I always lose that focus. Ah

Can't cope with the coke no more my nose dropping out boulders
The weight of the world on my shoulders
I'm losing the plot on a daily
Fading away with a hole in the pocket man I'm broke son
But let's toke one
Bit of weed here and there it's all good fun
Wait for the rush then I'm back on a drug run
Fuck what I'm doing to the people around me I'm selfish
Straight bum, hate myself because I never get a job done

Excuses I give for no reason I always feel beaten
Looking at the ceiling waiting for the answers screaming
I hate this feeling, another round for the team then couple of shots with no chasers
Steaming
Coke is a demon of mine it's the demon that's always be feeding me lines when drinking

Satan is real. They don’t understand all the rage that I feel. My behavior is ill
Spider walking down the stairs like Regan McNeil
Self medicating with pain killer pills
Jager and whisky. My nature is extreme
My lady prays that I get clean
I’ve seen some angels of death scenes
I wanna forget my traumas but they don’t forget me
A sick fiend, I’ve got 2 left shoulders
Fueled by liquor cause I can do less sober
I wish my whole crew gets older
but too many OD and there’s few left over
I wanna be free now, it’s simple
to keep myself alive like queen’s album intro
Time to get my beast out, crescendo
The priest bout to then go leap out the window

Demons demons demons,
I live with a whole legion,
These Angels won’t go near me,
They flee when I’m soul seeking ah
And At times I feel
like I’ve got 2 left shoulders
Change is too damn hopeless.
Cause I always lose that focus. Ah

Yo, I Power drink for the fun Lick à keg off till my legs drop off job done
Getting in a fight with a random I hand him a knuckle sandwich and crash land him
Stranded in my ways lost in my dark days head in a blaze with the thoughts of a razor blade
Just a phase will dissipate, drop a pill till my eyes dilate man I'm In a state
But I'm back for the happy hour, sniff a line and I got the power
Straight skate through the night like I bought some Bauer's round of sours Everybody back to ours
Yeahhh
Party time in the crib, shit 5am my girl works at 6 I'm a prick
Now I ́m in a panic, coz i got kicked out and i feel home sick "daaam"

Sometimes I’m in a good state
I got life on lock and I’m in good shape
I eat well, run well and I push weights
everybody around me say I look great
Will this healthy road help me grow
My negative demons all tell me No
And they nag me, drag me to this hell below
where it’s always stormy like El Niño
Cause when I make a fast recovery
Suddenly the past catches up with me
And i’m trapped like a cat that’s up a tree
A branch snaps and I crash reluctantly
Dear God, why’d your ass give up on me
These damn demons ain’t asked for custody
They eat my soul practice gluttony
I scream Noooo while they’re passing cutlery

Demons demons demons
please leave me alone
You won’t control my life
or put a price on my soul
Watch me kick you to the curb
Get your shit out my home
Where my pedestal at
I’m more precious than gold

Stuff this I'm done with the madness
Waking up shit to feel sadness
allow that negative vibe it's like magnets
Switch 180 and watch that shit vanish
Pooooffffff
Clock you from a stair high view
2 lines and a brew calling Jay through
God dam man I ́m never doing it again true
Then I'm down at the pub with a pint and my crew
That's all good gravy I'm wavy
Shit what am I doing again Jamie
Fam that I love and the people that love me
I wanna be around for my kids not cold turkey "dead ting"
Mans in the gym with a herb tea
Perky "not the pill" just feel flirty
It's the time for the change of the winds
In my life and swear these words are straight certy!

Demons demons demons
I live with a whole legion
These Angels won’t go near me
They flee when I’m soul seeking ah
And At times I feel
like I’ve got 2 left shoulders
Change is too damn hopeless
Cause I always lose that focus. Ah

Demons demons demons
I live with a whole legion
These Angels won’t go near me
They flee when I’m soul seeking ah
And At times I feel
like I’ve got 2 left shoulders
Change is too damn hopeless
Cause I always lose that focus. Ah