Wings Rotting Away

I don't really have anywhere else to vent to
I never really thought about how I'm gonna help myself
Thousands of scars everywhere on my body
Last year was the start of me going downhill
Depression have been slowly building up
Keeping me from taking care of myself
Dont have the energy to help or talk to anyone else
When I still feel like I can't doing anything right
I am the fucking problem and I'm getting sick of it
I wanna die
Everything I think now is just static
Just a fucking empty head

I'm fucking rotting
I'm physically hurting and I dont fucking care
I stopped caring since last year
Wasting my energy to fix what I have left
Tell me what I should fucking do
When all I do is sit and think on my chair
What can I fucking do now?
Why am I like this?
I do nothing interesting
Just a hollow shell