scarlett sunset

I swear I've tried everything
Cut the coffee for some tea
Cutting friends off who were mean
And i tried to get more sleep
But the roots are planted so deep
Do you think that you could love me if i can't get happy?
Yes darling I know
If some shit was different you'd stay here for sure
I know that you loved me but it's not enough
I wanted the bucket you gave me a drop
I knew what was coming a long time ago
I tried to prevent it but your holds a drug
Escaped from my life but we gave it a shot
You'll never find time to escape from my thoughts
Yeah we bought some time but I guess you weren't sold
In the end I'm relieved that I didn't let go
I know after this for you nothing will change
But for me it's not the same at least not like before
Yeah I'm not the same I'm forever changed you gave me so much that I'll never forget
I just hope that with time you'll remember my name
I swear I've tried everything
Cut the coffee for some tea
But it's been 18 hours and probably 5 words that I've said
And you make me feel lovely
But I'm a different kind of hungry
And i can't get happy.
Remember the days
We held each other and nothing would change
I'm glad they we're made
Now they're a memory, will always remain
I'm sad that they're gone but I'm glad that they came
We had what we had and it wasn't in vain
I wish that you'd stayed
But it's for the better despite all the pain
Soon you will move on later I will move on just the same
If its meant to be it'll be so let go and just leave it to fate
We'll find each other again in some time
Maybe its the truth, or maybe its a lie
I'm scared i might fade away
If no one tells me I'm okay
Cause people seem to look right through me these days
It's not that i want your pity
I just want someone to hear me
And i can't get happy