Nostalgia // Missing Home

You are the poison
I drink down, I drink down every day
You got me frozen
I melt down, I melt down every day

Called you on the phone what you doing tonight
You say that I'm insane but you're down for the ride
Where'd you come from and go to, leaving me high and dry
Behave in certain ways but we don't ever ask ourselves why

I need clarity
Some serenity

Pull me back down, down to the ground
Pull me back down, down to the ground
Pull me back down, down to the ground

Back then it was easier to lie
Held hands with the devil why the hell do I try
Make plans but you always had to come first
Take a chance even if worse comes to worst
Take a stand maybe then we wouldn't dive headfirst
I'm just so sick of all this nonsense
And I'll be praying, praying for your conscience

People like to tell me what to think and what to do, how to act
But I'mma just dream, I'mma just dream
Like an endless cycle on repeat, I'm holding on for a moment
Until then I'll dream, I'll dream

Three-thirty in the morning
These thoughts come without a warning
I had thought I had told you before
I'm a thrill, I'm a high, I'm a bore

See I'm just polarizing
Downright mesmerizing
You can pick me up, you can put me down
At the end of the day, I'll come back around

I'll dream, I'll dream