Tired

Dead or alive thats how I'll find you
Give me something sweet like being lied to
Forced to tell you things I shouldn't tell anyone
It was so fun
Porcelain heart too fragile
Didn't take long to unravel you
Bear the burdens you can't handle
Walk it off its natural
Solid ground don't feel so sturdy
When you come late but leave so early
You're heaven sent but hades bound but
I'm laying in bed, tryna figure you out
You break me down but you fix me up
You take hours to respond, but when you do I light up
Tell your folks I'm fine, when they ask if I'm not
I wish sometimes that the noise would just stop
I'm just so tired of being myself
I wanna take off my skin, and put my bones on the shelf
I wanna take off my eyes, cause brown was never your color
I'd do anything just for a chance to call her, call her mine
I'm running out of time
But I'll just keep on lying
Ask me if I'm fine
But I'm just so tired
I'm running out of time
But I'll just keep on lying
Ask me if I'm fine
But I'm just so tired
I'm just so tired
I'm just so tired of being myself
I wanna take off my skin, and put my bones on the shelf
I wanna take off my eyes, cause brown was never your color
I'd do anything just for a chance to call her, call her mine