A Couple Thoughts

I'm twisting up the weed
I'm pouring up the gin
I got a couple of thoughts
So where should I begin
Yea I fell down 
Deep down I'm a winner
Never perfect I'm a fuckin' born sinner
Never gon' lose
Pass it to me for the buzzer shot
Put me on a stage I rock out one hand gripping my knots
Back in the day I would think but never make a move
That was back in 8th grade somewhere round 2002
Now I make plays 
And I get paid
I'm tryna get a raise
Not get in a daze, yea
As far as just getting paid
I know that ain't the way I know that ain't the way
We gone break away from the chains that they laid on us 
We gon pray when they prey on us 
Yea, we gon pray when they prey on us
Praise to the lord 
And praise to jesus
Pieces, like it was my chaining day
And we only a day away
Me I'm gonna make it in a major way 
Then breakaway, and break away 
Yea I'm looking to a brighter day
Me and all my friends see it through a brighter lens
Mama in the new benz
Made some new ends just to make them ends meet
Fuck you to all my en-mies
Who en-vy
I know they tryna end me
But no enemy can see 
What I been through
And what I went through
And with that said, I'm gon' continue
To bring you
Light, and heart and soul
This my light, here's my heart and there's my soul
There it is
Just so you know
Yea, and you can never say I sold it though
And I ever do imma grab it back
And make the devil wish that he never had that
And even though my heart's in rap, uh
I wanna give my heart away, to a nice dame
From Toronto or Spain
Let's call her Erika, her name could be Jerrika
Either way you hold me down and imma marry ya
It's kinda scary but, I know Imma find the one
That'll make it worth it everything I'm giving up
And when I find her all praises to the lord
For bringing to me what I needed he know I been feenin
For the nice dame I'm looking for the right things
Intelligence, soul, I'm tired of the mind games