scars.
(Zephyr)
I just want my scars
To go away, to go away
I just want my scars
To go away, to go away
I fucked up, again
Can't see the end
The cycle has been starting
And stopping inside my head
I've hid my cards,
I'm bluffing
My hands worth nothing
But I've been betting
As if I have four aces I've been hiding
I've just been raising the stakes
I'm so high, it's all fake
A mistake, then I fall
To the ground, lost my ways
How can I be great?
The road is too long to go on
I just have too much on my plate
Need some time and space for so long
Tryna finish my T-bone steak
She finds me funny, a smile and it's sunny
Her voice is like honey, addicted to her
Gotta make money so that when we marry,
Can buy her a ring as pretty as her
Smoking and smoking and smoking and smoking
It's 4 in the morning they still pass the blunt
I'm waiting on you, hide my scars from public's view
Hide my scars from all their view
I can make it on my own
With or without them
Cause of you my heart's made of stone
I've got my friends on the phone
She wanna link, they wanna drink, I wanna be alone
Inhale, exhale in the zone
They split it and hit it and rip it
Got than Capone,
I need to find my way back home
I need to find my way back home, yeah
My blood is dripping in the sink
Can't catch a break, can't catch a wink
A great chaos in my head
I'm paranoid, I need a shrink
Oh no, my world is dying
But if I just make a milli
Everything will be just fine
I'm sick and tired of idiots
They're just so fucking delirious
Yeah they can't really be serious
Carry their stubbornness, Sisyphus,
Up on a hill
They're willing to die on
Well fuck your highness, huh
Swiss watch on my wrist
My time's out, I ball my fist
Watch out while I pop this lid
Can't wait to look back on the things I did
She finds me funny, a smile and it's sunny
Her voice is like honey, addicted to her
Gotta make money so that when we marry,
Can buy her a ring as pretty as her
Smoking and smoking and smoking and smoking
It's 4 in the morning they still pass the blunt
I'm waiting on you, hide my scars from public's view
Hide my scars from all their view
I can make it on my own
With or without them
Cause of you my heart's made of stone
I've got my friends on the phone
She wanna link, they wanna drink, I wanna be alone
Inhale, exhale in the zone
They split it and hit it and rip it
Got than Capone,
I need to find my way back home
I need to find my way back home, yeah
They all love me but I don't know if it's true
I should run for president
Hoping that the voice inside my head
Isn't a permanent resident
None of my regrets were sent
Mac was right, I hope you had a good ascent
I don't have no precedent
Hope I'll be part of the 10 percent
Yeah, I know you're angry
You have that temper scent
A summer gone by
The time really came and went
With it came my scars
But they never really left
(Really left)
(Fuck