4 Strings

I wanna go to bed and never wake up
Don't need no makeup I just need a break-up
Break open from my 4 strings
4 things I regret playing
Never wanna remember my accolades
For saying

Ain't nothing realer than restrictions on your love
And most kids aren't aware of what they consist of
All of the above is classified as kind of
Totally all of my emotions
They weren't even pent up but this one is
An amazing opportunity
I'm so grateful that the orchestra was given to me
But no matter the
Way that I tried to be free
Dabbled into other art
They barely made it to sea

Ever since then I would play w/o question
All the easy pieces
Until I was a freshman
Lacking the freedom to choose
I never mentioned
My love for the boom boom bap was turning into aggression

I wanna go to bed and never wake up
Don't need no makeup I just need a break-up
Break open from my 4 strings
4 things I regret playing
Never wanna remember my accolades
For saying

4 years later, I hit 212 degrees
Growing out the strings
I finally found peace
Outside a garden shed
I listened to some song
DAMN., Flower Boy
KOD, Wolf, and Drunk
Kdot showed me how to think outside the box
Tyler showed me how to Create, rap then unbox
Cole showed me the harms of abuse and drug addiction
And no concert master showed me life lessons, more fiction
In a world without love I made a promise
To love myself
Follow my dreams and leave the violin on the shelf
Living without love I made a promise myself
Follow my dreams and leave the violin on the shelf