Glitter and the Gold

If I don't move to Southern California
Smoke weed on your couch or write a song for Coca-Cola
If I'm not there when you have people over
Will I miss something big

You follow me on Instagram and comment on my pictures
But you've never seen me spill my heart to a room full of strangers
Maybe just to start we can have a conversation

There's glitter in my gold
I'm afraid that yours is money
There's adventure in my dreams
I'm afraid yours is a party
There's family in my home
Haven't found that in your mansion
Can we have a conversation
Maybe maybe get to know me
Maybe maybe get to know me

If don't move to Southern California
Will everyone just see me as a stigma
If I remain somewhere that fits my nature
Will there be an end to my growth

I asked you what you thought of the words I sewed together
You said I missed the chance to meet this famous rapper
Come and see me spill my heart to a room full of strangers
Then we'll have a conversation

There's glitter in my gold
I'm afraid that you don't see me
There's some unease in my dreams
When you tell me bout your parties
There's family in my home
Haven't found that in your mansion
Can we have a conversation

Sometimes I'm not social
cnd I'm shy in front of mirrors
cnd i don't like being asked to talk about myself
Some may think that's humble but you might think it's weak
If I want to make it somewhere gotta learn to sell my art
But my art is me
I'm a fragile being