Clown

Intro:

All these reasons, baby
I been dying lately
Drowning in my hole
Somebody save me

Chorus:

Listless reasons why I’m down
Why I’ll never turn myself around
All the excuses, bumps and bruises
From two years ago, I’m a clown
Blame it on a girl, blame it on the town
Blame it on the world, everything that make me frown
All the excuses, bumps and bruises
From one week ago, I’m a clown

Verse:

Truth be told, I like attention, don’t know how to chase it
Got bullied all my fucking life, quieted down from hatred
Forgetting my Amino days where I got groomed’s the goal
Sit in my room and let the darkness in it consume me whole
But this a groovy hole, I’m jamming, I’m vibing
Eating me inside, and I just keep on smiling
Flirt with my friends, but I’m not sure it’s all a joke
If they tell me to tell em how I really feel, I think I’ll choke
I live my life as a coward, and that’s the way it will remain
The snowy season’s now upon us, but I just want it to rain
Call me emo all you like, you’re probably right, I only write at night
Malnourished- I eat like shit, and when I do, it’s light
All that I have is reasons, reasons why I can’t change
Reasons why life is suffering until they turn inane
I’m ashamed at my inability to function
Falling for a substances seduction, I’m fucked up

Chorus:

Listless reasons why I’m down
Why I’ll never turn myself around
All the excuses, bumps and bruises
From two years ago, I’m a clown
Blame it on a girl, blame it on the town
Blame it on the world, everything that make me frown
All the excuses, bumps and bruises
From one week ago, I’m a clown

Outro:

All these reasons, baby
I been dying lately
Drowning in my hole
Somebody save me