I had a friend / I have a friend
PART 1:
Chorus:
If y’alls responses automated
Of course I’m gonna hate it
You just repeat the same shit
That’s hate that y’all displaying
Got no room for the fakest
I will not fucking take it
If I gotta burn every bridge
Let it burn
Verse 1:
A friend got outed as a groomer
Same friend I broke bread with
Trusted with my life
And I tried to get ahead with
I showed them my albums
They gave me advice
We hung out some nights
I don’t care if we connected
Get the fuck outta my life
Looked up to you, trusted you
Helped you mentor new musicians
I felt bad we kept our distance
Til tonight, I’m fucking livid
What did I contribute too? And no, I won’t forgive you too
Your intentions were so insipid, I hope that you bit it too
Fuck
Chorus:
If y’alls responses automated
Of course I’m gonna hate it
You just repeat the same shit
That’s hate that y’all displaying
Got no room for the fakest
I will not fucking take it
If I gotta burn every bridge
Let it burn (x2)
Verse 2:
A friend was chilling with the one who wronged me
You don’t belong
You just fuck with me for brownie points
And complimenting songs
He accused me of shit that I won’t repeat
It’s on sight if we meet
And yet, you call him brother
Cuz you grew up same street
I feel betrayed, for gods sake
Don’t take this the wrong way
But I almost killed myself
From the shit he piled on me
It ain’t like this is news, it’s been going on for years
And yet, he still affords your tears
Fuck outta here
PART 2:
Verse:
A friend was acting distant, he told me off how it was
Said it’s how he cares for me, he treats me like his blood
Honestly, I don’t know if that’s enough
Eject me from the love that used to be us
We used to drive til 3am bumping that Dreamville
Won’t go into details, I don’t know how he feels
But from my perspective, it looks more and more like he’s bailed
All this deeper shit that he’s veiled
I imagine that it’s distance, I live in the Zoo now
He’s busy with his girlfriend, his job, and his truths now
He isn’t fucking with my blues now
He’s the thing I’m so afraid to lose now