Seizing the moment
Intro:
Options, options, I'm running out of options
Head is ruining every chance I have left
Seizing the moments
Under control
Just for the moment
No fate is set in stone… yet
Chorus:
Options, options
I’m running out of options
Head is ruining every chance that I get
Seizing the moment
At home alone, silenced my phone
Seizing the moment that I have left
Ruined every chance I have left
Verse:
If my state deteriorates, these tears I made will be for nothing
Popping, almost hope it’s laced, despair will lead me to destruction
Lost my job cuz I was too depressed to function
Lost my friend cuz I can’t handle it no more, the smallest slight will push my buttons
I’m rambunctious and I’m stubborn, I keep demons in the cupboard
But they leak into the pipes, into the walls, into my lovers
Into my mother, my ennui’s exhausting
Every time that I reach out, I stay cautious of what it costs me
And every time I fuck up, I can feel my Papa’s stare
Swear he died so long ago, yet his presence is always there
He lingers behind the stairs, he lingers inside my dreams
He tells me life isn’t fair, to make it by any means
I’ll just keep the words in mind
Been MIA for several months, feel like I left family behind
Clarity, need clarity
Asking me to lay off for just one night
Reaching for help only hurts those around you
Cages are mental, it’s your own words that bound you
Clarity, need clarity
Asking me to lay off for just one night
Chorus:
Options, options
I’m running out of options
Head is ruining every chance that I get
Seizing the moment
At home alone, silenced my phone
Seizing the moment that I have left
Ruined every chance I have left
Outro:
Options, options
I’m running out of options
Head is ruining every chance that I get