Spiraling

Verse 1:

I spiral through my role
I don’t need your titles, fuck a high road
You’ve left me stifled
When the night goes on, couple drinks on a lawn
Is asylum
Take a hit of nicotine, pop adderall
Without it, can’t focus at all
A hopeless sprawl on my hands and knees
Glass covered pavement- cut my jaw
They’re bottles that I broke, chucked them out the side view
I got slurry in a hurry- brought the juice, times 2
It’s a world on drugs, or at least that’s my perspective
Asked the Church for guidance, and all they did was snatch my necklace
Words of hatred were my weapon, where did that get me, huh?
And all it did was give them ammo to throw back at me, huh?
And laugh at me, huh? Got cops to keep good track of me, huh?
Cuz I’m psychotic off narcotics, a catastrophe, huh?
Fuck em all!

Verse 2:

He who has no sin, be the first to cast the stone
A blackened hole is burned into my skin, and I can’t laugh at all
Impacted toll onto my psyche, shit is her fault- it must be
Cuz it’s her fucking fault that she had decided to trust me
Or maybe it’s just me- Unjust me, Unloved me
Until he uncuffed me for scuffs that I must seek
He looked at me wrong, like everybody seems to gaze upon
The brazened punk who always treated his lady so wrong
Did they forget her deeds as well? I never laid a hand upon her
But the second that I raised my voice, it’s over- I’m a goner
I’m a mother fucking Dahmer, and I never really loved her
It just seems we bring the worst out of each other