confident about my doubt

I'm not saying that thinking is bad
Like everything else is useful in moderation
A good servant, but a bad master
And all so-called civilized peoples
have increasingly become crazy and self-destructive
I got no time to give hate to an enemy
She wanna love me but hate up my energy
I wanna smoke up my life like it's Ten a g
Don't need the help cause that shit is not fitting me
Doubt me again, boy you gotta be shittin' me
Running a check cause you couldn't belittle me
Niggas is focused on starting a skittle beef
I get my money, take my bitch to Italy
I get the money, take her to Japan
When I get on, put you onto the fam
Spark me a wood, take me out of the sham
Just want the racks, I don't need any
fans
My art get to their heart in a minute
I am the dream that you never invented
Same time a nightmare inside of your vision
Get in your brain, it's a mental ascension
I ain't been making no better decisions
Reason I can't get nobody to listen
But I don't need them to give me a ear
Shedding more tears in a cup for my peers
Sip on that shit, make your fear disappear
I lost myself to the lies that they hear
I'm redefining the finding that shit
Pain to the side, I've been fighting that shit
But that is the struggle
Stronger your mind, the lesser the tussle
I got no time to stay in a struggle
Open my eyes, I'm leaving this pit
All that is written by mans is legit
Eating on beef noodles with my bitch
Rolling the spliff, she draining my dick
All of these niggas is attitude bitch
Breaking the new like a fucking toothpick
Through excessive thinking they have lost touch with reality
That's to say, we confuse signs, words, numbers, symbols and ideas
With the real world
Most of us will cower
I got no time to give hate to an enemy
She wanna love me but hate on my energy
I wanna smoke up my life like it's energy
Don't need the help but that shit is not enemy
Doubt me again, you gotta be shitting me
Running a check cause you couldn't belittle me
Niggas is focused on starting a skater beef
I get the money, take my bitch to Italy
I get the money, take her to Japan
When I get on, put you onto the fam
Spark me a wood, take me out of this sham
When I get on, put you onto the fam