february 23

I called him again by your name
I knew I'd bump into you sooner or later
But I ran away headfirst
Am I the one that ruined anything?
I go back to February 23 every time
I know I'm the one that cut you off
You should have told me
that I'm not enough
But here you are again now

I'll carry on thinking you
made me feel better
But I wasn't even myself with you
You saw the darkest part of me

Cause I thought you liked it that way
Thanks to you I'm not the same anymore I won't make myself
so miserable again
Your attitude just broke my heart
And now everything is so rough
Tell me one day this feeling will stop

And now I'm in a new city
And you're tryna reach out to me
Did you notice that I feel better without you?
I'm not ready to play your twisted games again
This hotel room is really
devouring me
Have you realized what you had when you found me?
The idea of you I had is dead now

I'll carry on thinking you
made me feel better
But I wasn't even myself with you
You saw the darkest part of me

Cause I thought you liked it that way
Thanks to you I'm not the same anymore I won't make myself so miserable again
Your attitude just broke my heart
And now everything is so rough
Tell me one day this feeling will stop

I'd like to change that February 23 over again