pastime for my heart

You stopped caring about me
Just in time to kill my feelings
In one or two weeks
I would have told you how I felt beside you
That's clear, I was nothing but a friend
A situationship only in my head
I'm used to be let down by others
You've been the hundredth-one so far

Now you're telling me you had troubles
I don't care of
Said you will mend everything
To get back to how it was
But there's no empathy between us
And I didn't even feel anything for you
You were a pastime for my heart
It wasn't just meant to be
So I'll let everything be the way it has to

It's been nice to have you at my party
Hadn't seen you in a while
I was happy for you as I found out she was a good girl
But right now I don't care about you two broke up
So that's why you're back?
You were the one I used to go on adventures with,
Now we're strangers again

Now you're telling me you had troubles
I don't care of
Said you will mend everything
To get back to how it was
But there's no empathy between us
And I didn't even feel anything for you
You were a pastime for my heart
It wasn't just meant to be
So I'll let everything be the way it has to

You won't mend the pain
The delusion
The ache
You'll never know
Or maybe you knew it,
But you pretended to be just a friend,
To me

But there's no empathy between us
And I didn't even feel anything for you
You were a pastime for my heart
It wasn't just meant to be
So I'll let everything be the way it has to