If I'm Being Honest

You got your issues
I get that, but so do I
That's not an excuse to hide
Behind your ugly pride
How was it so easy
So damn easy for you to lie?
When I gave you my heart, my trust
You just wasted my time

But if I'm being honest
I miss you
But I hate you at the same time
You broke your promise
Now I don't know
What was real or a lie
If I'm being honest I don't want to let go
But I fell in love with someone that I don't know
If I'm being honest

There's no coming back from this
You did what you did
And you gotta live with it (yeah, yeah)
There's no coming back from this
You did what you did
And you gotta live with it

You called me crazy
But you made me feel this way
I gave you so much, it wasn't enough
All you did was take
Messed with my head
You made your bed
Now in it you lay
You're all alone, ignoring your phone
You've got nothing to say

But if I'm being honest
I miss you
But I hate you at the same time
You broke your promise
Now I don't know
What was real or a lie
If I'm being honest I don't want to let go
But I fell in love with someone that I don't know
If I'm being honest

There's no coming back from this
You did what you did
And you gotta live with it (yeah, yeah, yeah)
There's no coming back from this
You did what you did
And you gotta live with it

So tired of trying and trying
While you were denying
That you never lied
And now you've gone in hiding
You can't even try to fix what you did

You ripped me to pieces
Yet you're the one speechless
Now my nights are sleepless
'Cause you saw my weakness
A little naive
And I gave more than I had to give
Oh, whoa, whoa

I hate you, what you did
And I can't get over it
But the sad fact is
I can't get you out of my head
There's no coming back from this
You did what you did
Now I gotta live with it