What Was

Young standing on the edge of 21
Staring at the man that I've become sometimes
When I lose my control
He's dumb
If you blink he'll blow up like a gun
Jump into conclusions just for fun, that guy
Needs somebody to hold
He needs somebody he knows
Where the hell did she go?
It kinda makes me feel like

I wish I could change my name
I wish I could start again
Fly me to a lonely place
Where you'll never see my face
So you never feel the pain of
What was
When you're standing in the rain
Calling out my namе
Nothing's gonna change
What was

Cold driving through my neighborhood alone
Going past thе house
But I'm not home this time
I haven't been in a while
I haven't been
'Cause I'm far away in another state
Miles away from us
As you try to fan a dying flame
While ashes turn to dust

I wish I could change my name
I wish I could start again
Fly me to a lonely place
Where you'll never see my face
So you'll never feel the pain of
What was
When you're standing in the rain
Calling out my name
Nothing's gonna change
What was

Let me, start over
To the moment that I left you in tears
It's a memory that will haunt me for years
And years, and years, and years, and years
Oh, it still does
Oh, it still does
What was

You need somebody to hold
Where the hell did I go?