Counterfeit

And as I close my eyes
I want to keep my own desires
I want to feel like I've never felt
So careless and unaware of you
I want to live through different times
I want to see the flashlights shining bright
I want to dig into my mind but I don't want to fight

I'm back to the old days
You say you won't forget
Mistrusting and misleading
Expecting me to tell black lies and hurting prayers to hate you from within
Everything seems the same
A lie that you're just giving

There is no place for us to stay
My heart is cold as ice
Still feeling nothing
I'm drowning what comes from you
My heart is torn apart again
I let my body down
There is no place to stay
There is nowhere to run

Flatline devotion and weak misunderstanding
While white reflections are glaring blinding me
And recreating black lies and hurting prayers to hate you from within
You try to stay the same
You're helpless once agai