Still Young
I say I don't need you and wonder why I bleed threw my chest when I see you
I just never mean to say that I don't need you
And wonder why I bleed threw my chest when I see you
But that's when I see you
Tick tick the fire comes out my lighter, never smoked
But I've wondered why people get higher
Then the height they're at while I'm afraid of heights
And to let her affect my lungs while I feel it get tighter
Ooh I'm a writer, writing how my doubts never get lighter
Barely able to drive off cuz I got flattened tires
She fills'em up with death, now I'm driving suicidal
I need gas and I can't go back where I'm from
I guess this is how it feels to have my heart broken into
She goes ahead and steal and don't see what I've been through
Then she wants to complain that all men are the same
I just give back the pain that she left, unloyal is you
I won't miss you when I leave you, I won't grab my tissues
No one shows me that they wanna help with my issues
Getting high cuz it feels good, I get the excuse
She's the smoke inside our lungs affecting how were rescued
I say I don't need you and wonder why I bleed threw my chest when I see you
I just never mean to say that I don't need you
And wonder why I bleed threw my chest when I see you
But that's when I see you
We ain't bluffing when we hold grudges, it should be nothing
But we both suffering, our past is cold cutting
Most of us is still youngins, 21 and tryna save enough money to get an apartment
I won't bargain for my soul, I ain't retarded, my role has started and I have control
But my room has darkened and all I see is the darkness of depression, I'm tryna find the door to exit
It's so dark and cold, I feel her marking my feelings
While the threat keeps sharpening the bullet and I realize I'm still growing as a person
But it's confusing cuz there's so much to it, I try to live my life fluid
I try to spit fluid and drink my fluids so I don't die from thirst
Cus life dry's you up when you're an inch from proving
That you ain't stupid, it's to late lose it
But I ain't gonna lose the only thing I have so I have to do this
I say I don't need you and wonder why I bleed threw my chest when I see you
I just never mean to say that I don't need you and wonder why I bleed threw my chest when I see you
But that's when I see you