Guess I'm Not Grown

Yeah uh yeah (It's ya boy Young P) Guess I don't know, I guess I'm not grown Guess this the point of the story, where all my
dreams turn into ghosts I guess I don't know, I guess I'm not grown
Guess this the point of the story, where comfort gets the best of most
But I be trying too much, know my mama stay up and be crying too much
Know that every time I speak, I'm lying too much
Know my greatest achievement, not crying enough
And I'm trusting my gut, but I'm feeling too queasy
Know my decisions can't keep being easy
An F for respect got me feeling like Wheezy
Cause lemons or limes in this life ain't no peasy
Lemons or limes in this life ain't no peasy
Too much addiction to see myself winning
I'm loaded off caffeine and weed in my system
This life is too short, but I'm chasing my living
Don't stay up at night or you'll catch me up winning
I can't seem to listen to others opinions
I try to stay safe, but the danger is thrilling
I guess I'm too young to get rid of this feeling
Chasing this hunger will never be filling
Guess I don't know, I guess I'm not grown
Guess this the point of the story, where all my dreams turn into ghosts
I guess I don't know, I guess I'm not grown
Guess this the point of the story, where comfort gets the best of most
Coming from broke, know the mission, never jump off the boat
Good or bad, I write my name on them both
Being real, the only thing that I know
Grew up walking over dirt and ammo
Loaded verses only thing that I blow
Plant the shells and maybe you'll see it grow
Young and reckless, know this time is of essence
Tipsy off of life till I learn every lesson
Know that if I fall, I'm back up in a second
Let my golden leaves in the breeze, tell confessions
And I'm smoking green to relieve all the stresses
Know they dream for me to achieve all they guesses
Know my brother smiling on me from the heavens
R.I.P. to Nick and Pelon, they my brethren
And I'm screw head mex, tell they call me a reverend
Lay me in the dirt from this world as my severance
Guess I don't know, I guess I'm not grown
Guess this the point of the story, where all my dreams turn into ghost
I guess I don't know, I guess I'm not grown
Guess this the point of the story, where comfort gets the best of most
Guess I don't know, I guess I'm not grown
Guess this the point of the story, where my dreams turn into ghosts
I guess I don't know, I guess I'm not grown
Guess this the point of the story, where comfort gets the best of most