Therapy

Slipping and sliding up on a hill
Spinning and turning like im in a wheel
Slowly realizing how I really feel
Suppressing my feelings is getting me killed
Killing the good things in my life
Doing what's wrong when I know what's right
Seeking darkness when I see the light
Ignoring the messages that come through life
I cant breathe, and I can't feed what your ego needs is to go and leave
Always wanting things that you can't get then you sit in self pity feeling upset
And no I just can't explain how I feel when it fucking rains
I just want you to take it slow
Because I don't wanna leave you in the dirt
With nothing to grow
I just wanna be left alone
So if you want just go on without
Just go on without
Empty mind I just wanna find me
I just wanna find me
I know this doesn't define me
You tell me that you'll wait
But honestly I just wanna escape
I just don't wanna hurt nobody in this place
Because you deserve the world
I know that you feel safe when I go and hold you tight
And I know there's so many things going through my mind
I just can't think of anything clearly
I just hope that you can see me clearly
I know that it's not your fault or mine
I know that it's not our fault
no no
I don't wanna go
You'll just leave me lone
You'll just feel regret
So I'll just tell you wait
I don't know how I feel
Do you think it's real
Because I just feel like this all just temporary
I don't know