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Got some shit up on my chest
I wanna get out now
Spent a lot of time thinking
Bout it by myself
But honestly it's something that
Really just needs to be said out loud and
Everything I'm bout to say true facts
Couple years ago used to be
Inside of a group chat facebook
Me and couple friends
Only used it to make fun of everyone we knew
Yeah we would say dumb shit
Making fun of this one chick
All because she had a falling out with
My one dude and then dumped him
Yup, type some shit to get back at her
Bitch, dyke, prude, whore, slut
Yeah we called the poor girl everything
As we laughed at her and back stabbed her
Took it too far when my friend made a joke
When he added the girl to the chat
For a second to get a reaction
But little did we know that even
Tho he deleted her immediately
She could still see everything that we wrote
And everything we wrote before it
Just scrolling and scrolling through
Pages and pages
Quick try to erase it but it was too late -
Damage is done and the screen shots are out
Everyone reading what we talk about
I never felt more ashamed or embarrassed
I couldn't even look straight at my parents
Let lone think about leaving my home
I couldn't face anybody who knew that
I talked shit about them behind their back
I guess you reap what you sew
Cause a week later, I swear to God
I'm walking round Too Good Pond
That's my favourite spot where I go to think
I look up and I see the chick
Yeah the same one we took shots at
I'm looking down as I walk past
Pretending like I never saw her
Then I hear my name and I pause first
Waiting for that hand to slap me
Right across my jaw but
It never happened (no) i met her eyes
She smiled at me she said "hi"
And then she walked away
Like it never happened
I thought she'd want to get me
Back and have me killed
But she did, she just did it with kindness
Twice the person I ever was so
Not only do I owe you an apology
Honestly I owe you a thanks for
Making me an honest me
Got me looking at my inner circle like "are
These the people that I wanna be?"
The answers no, so now a days I don't talk
To them and they don't take to me, look
I made mistakes, I know so when
They say I changed, I hope so
I'm an old soul, and I grew fast
Left em behind as I moved past
It's the right decision, I knew that
Especially when I heard word that
They were now talking
Bout me in the group chat - screw that