For Life

You said you love me, you love me not
You said you care
But you got caught up in that life
Swear when you said you ain't love me no more
Almost took my life
That's on god, that's on me
That's for real, I can't see
Why you did me dirty like that
Why you wanna hurt me like that
Wanna have my kids
Wanna come live with me forever
Yeah, you said that shit
Promises you made to my face
Wonder if you meant that shit
Had you for life, had you forever, yeah
You could bet that shit
But now when you call my number
I don't accept that shit
I'm up in my head, I cannot get out
So I'm getting high so I don't get down
In my sorrows I drown
Open this bottle, I'm drinking it all
Off of my meds, I'm having withdraws
She up in my bed, she take off her drawls, yeah
But that ain't solve my problem
Cuz you said you love me, you love me not
You said you care
But you got caught up in that life
Swear when you said you ain't love me no more
Almost took my life
That's on god, that's on me
That's for real, I can't see
Why you did me dirty like that
Why you wanna hurt me like that