New Regrets

I will never be happy
Least I could do is smile
Let me turn back time
Just for a little while
I got new regrets
Everyday
Watch em all stack and pile
Yeah I've made mistakes
But I'm tired of saying
I just wish I tried

Staring in the mirror contemplating everything that could've brought my life up
Bad bad bitch coulda wifed up
Sad sad boi put the knife down
I coulda prolly been rich by now
Keeps me up at night
I coulda done this by now
God that ain't no lie
Staring at the hour glass
Watching sand fall
Wishin I could just flip it over
Get a restart
Only see the bottom
Ignore that the tops well over half full
I'm a fool is that door locked
Cant really tell
Think i wish it was deep down
If not oh well
If so okay
Either way I'ma stay up in my shell
Damn

I will never be happy
Least I could do is smile
Let me turn back time
Just for a little while
I got new regrets
Everyday
Watch em all stack and pile
Yeah I've made mistakes
But I'm tired of saying
I just wish I tried

Yeah I've changed
All for the better
All for the better yeah
Off with my head if I lied
All of my doubts have just died
But Theyll be right back any day
They crawl right out of the grave
They always do cause they always the same
Nothin has changed
Nothin has changed
Nothin has changed
Picking out the pieces
Poppin off the deep end
Prolly need a profit
Tell me what is decent
Tell me what's the reason
Tell me what this pain is
Tell me how to fix this
He says find your brain kid
I dont need it
I just dont need it
I tell him mind his business
Bargain with some demons
Lemme be a walkin carcass
Talkin but not breathing
And please please make it all painless

I will never be happy
Least I could do is smile
Let me turn back time
Just for a little while
I got new regrets
Everyday
Watch em all stack and pile
Yeah I've made mistakes
But I'm tired of saying
I just wish I tried

If I tried And i failed
What's the big deal
I dont
Never fuckin tried
I might never will

Never fuckin tried And I might Never will
It's all i can do to moveSo I might just stay still
Damn

Starin at the ceiling can you talk to me
Sliding on my phone screen talk to me
Ring ring ring can you talk to me
No no body wana talk
No no body wana talk
Fine with me
Sippin on some mist so it's fine with me
Need a therapists but I'm fine wicked
Said I'm fine wicked
Fine wicked
Fine wicked
Fine
Fine by myself
Find me by myself
Shelf full of liquor
And prescription pills
Swear them dollar Bills
Would solve it all
Feel like the Dali llama
Off of adderall
Fix up all my problems
Need comma commas
And some oxy cotton
Uppers downed
Like my emotions
I'm sorry I'd just feel the same same if I could do it
Wouldn't feel a thing thing if I could do it
I'm great
Say it til I fake it
Make it saying fake shit
Faces blurring
Feelin dangerous
Not a fan changes
Or a fan of safety
Matter fact I'm h
Fuck it