Me and My Fucked Up Body

I hate the sight of this thing I'm inside
But here it is and here I am
My body disgusts me
It keeps me up at night
It makes me want to die
I pull the beast on my back
It keeps me back from the doorway
Stick needles into my neck
I feel a tug on my shoulders

I hate the sight of the thing I'm inside
But here I am, but here I am
I shower with eyes closed
I want to flay myself alive
Scratch and claw and bite
I pull the beast on my back
It keeps me back from the doorway
Stick needles into my neck
I feel a tug on my shoulders

(And I used to be beautiful)