Denial

in the face of all that's obvious i continue to wreck
my life... so set in my ways it's impossible to do
what's good... smokin, jokin + boozin my time away
just livin for the pain + lies "caught in denial".
. chorus: look in the mirror to only see a liars face
in front of me i've tried so hard to heed the warnings
my heart is turning on with self slaughter,
the barfly gives in... once again the bottle is judge
+ jury he's caught in a struggle that calls for his
life... so caught up in his own self destruction,
"caught in denial"... chorus: i made my own bed i'll
sit in the mess this poison booze lifestyle is a dear
friend and i know it's a lie,
but it's all that i have i'm going right for the end
with total abandon....! chorus: it's real