Liar

Decisions made everyday
It's easy some will say
I cannot think of a way
To force my thoughts to stay the same

Every time I wake I feel my life's at stake
These choices I will make
I was left without a faith

Let me go away
Don't go away
You can feel this pain
Please share the pain
My mind is insane
I'll make you say
Was it just a game
I cannot say
Can you take the blame
I'm not to blame
I won't go away
I'll let you stay

Have I really lost control
Is my conscience here no more
Is nothing left worth dying for
I'm afraid I'll never know

Behind the words I say
There is a game to play
My mind is gone today
But there's something to obey
Am I full of lies
My inner child still cries
Someone said I was wise
But in the end it's just disguise

I won't go away
I'll let you stay
Can you take the blame
I'm not to blame
Was it just a game
I cannot say
My mind is insane
I'll make you say
You can't feel this pain
Please share the pain
Let me go away
Don't go away

These lies grow inside of me, silence is my greatest deed

Have I really lost control
Is my conscience here no more
Is nothing left worth dying for
I'm afraid I'll never know