Keep on Drinking

Now you just don't understand
This ain't all in my hands
I mean what was I thinking?
I might just keep on drinking

(Yeah)
I shouldn't lie to you
Right now I don't even know what to do
I don't see a way out but to hide the truth
And I know that's wrong but I try to do

What's right you know, Cause I lied you know
I was weak and I felt like I couldn't show
Cause everytime that I did I felt aching
And deep down my spirit went breaking. (yeah)

And it's weird to see
How you changed up so much just for me
Saying all these things you didn't mean
But I don't blame you now don't blame... me

For your lifestyle
Cause I see you out with a bright smile
Now don't act like I broke you
Cause it's not me and it's not true no!

Feel I should get goin' on my own now
Feel like I should leave and take my own route
Is there a way to fix this wish I'd know how

And I've been thinking bout you on my own time
Don't tell me that I'm not roamin' your mind
Got me feeling like I picked the wrong side (yeah)

Now you just don't understand
This ain't all in my hands
I mean what was I thinking?
I might just keep on drinking

I've been vibing with you lately, I just think we really kicking it
Ridin' on this wave I'm in your space despite our differences
I'm sorry if I overestimated what was possible
I take another sip I'm faded, young and irresponsible

I should be the bigger man
Can't blame you for the shit that I did and am
Need no apologies
I closed off my gates like a river dam

Don't tell me you're proud of me
Honestly, I don't think that I give a damn
I am not who the fuck you think I am

I hope that you find yourself some love now
I know I could never be enough now
Really wish I didn't but I bluffed out

But I've been thinking bout you on my own time
Don't tell me that I'm not roamin' your mind
Got me feeling like I picked the wrong side (yeah)

Now you just don't understand
This ain't all in my hands
I mean what was I thinking?
I might just keep on drinking