Cap Guns

(Oz you're big time now)
I was young and used to think of cap guns
Back when I was having fun
Now I'm caught up in this rap shit
Gambling my life for one
Looking back at shit from my past
It ain't much I haven't done
Tryna learn from mistakes like my last one
'Cause I got a son
Started off just shooting baskets
Then we was ditching classes (ayy)
Smoking gas and having fist fights
Later turned to blastin' (baow)
Grew up got immune to madness
You couldn't even imagine it
Broski ain't get to see my mansion I carried his casket
Went did time
Until he got back I carried his ratchet
I was trappin'
Ain't unwrap it
It stayed in the plastic
Telling broski where a mask
'Cause it played with his asthma
Gage wasn't even five-foot-seven
He carrying plasma's
Could've went to school in Dallas
And played for the Mavericks
Instead I adapted to Essex
And stayed with the savages
Mama said stay where I'm at
Don't come back
She ain't having it
Now when she ask for the racks
It's 5K on a average
Look at how they had us (they had us)
Look at all those tragedies
Hell yeah, we start trappin' shit
Look at all us raggedy
Thank my OG for having me (for having me)
Fried bologna when I had to eat (when I had to eat)
All of my teens I was riding the street (I was riding)
Now we the richest they got over east (ayy)
Never forgot who was laughing at me
Known before rap I was strapped with the heat
Know all the niggas was clapping at me (clapping at me)
Never told police what happened to me (what happened)
Ninety hallows when we clap at a G (grah)
Never reply to who rappin' to me (ayy, uh)
Never was asking for drama
Just stayed in the spot where it's at
Catch me lack, shoulda squeezed
One to the back
He collapsed to his knees
Ain't have to give him that extra fifteen (grah)
If I would've died in my prime
News would've said that, "He just was a teen"
But I was a teen out doing some reckless things
I had a strap in my jeans
Shout out 2013 (ayy, yeah)
That's when I lost Kobe and Peewee (Kobe and Peewee)
I kept a glizzy, a .23
Folks saw the opps with the 3D
That's my kinfolk, we ain't GD
My chain got rocks like BB's
Maybach seats got TV's
My C-Money rose with VV's
The opp hoes know all my CD's (you know that)
The opps damn near wanna be me
Gotta go the other way when they see me
If a nigga broke how he gone see me? (Pussy)
Gave niggas hope, why else they need me?
I be everywhere, prolly Bahimi (probably)
Bitches partying all in bikinis
Baby I don't even drink martini's (uh-uh)
Exotic pack got a hat like a genie (uh-huh, Runtz)
Smoking back for my stress like it ease me (ayy)
Gotta make this boss shit look easy
But you know it's everything but easy (everything)
Money over everything it please me (over everything)
Money go and everything gone leave me (everything)
Where was they before my watch was freezy? (Huh?)
To get what they want watch 'em deceive me (watch 'em deceive me)
They don't even know me, how they believe me? (How they believe me?)
Sometimes I be thinking from me to me
It be hard for somebody else being me
Back and fourth tryna balance the M's
My love ones and friends
I'm caught in a frenzy
Thinking what my mama was saying
'Bout all of my friends
Now all of 'em dead (damn)
Wishing I can call them again
Do it all again
But it's all in my head (damn)
Was it really wrong what we did
If we ain't go as hard as we did
Prolly all a be dead
Leaned on each other
Came through for another
That's all that we had
They don't understand
So call up my lawyer again
That's all that we said
Everywhere we stand
Them people was on us for playing them corners again
But they don't understand