Bed

(Emi Grover,
It's the twenty second of of November twenty-twenty-two
Twenty-two-eleven-twenty-twenty-twenty-twen-
You know)
My eyelids start to drop
It's only eight PM
But I've eaten my way through this day again
And I've had enough
(You're on one of two paths
You owe it to me to actually try)
This sickness fills me up
But I can't seem to stop
Have you seen the way I am?
It's terrifying
When I lose control
I lose all my hope
(if you don't take the right path,
You're gonna end up dead)
And you would too
When the only thing on your mind (you need to change that)
Is your twisted insides (otherwise, you will die)
Is there someone out there (like, you realise that)
Who understands this feeling (all you wanted)
Can you give me the secret (was to be in control)
To make it go away?
Can you really change?
I don't think you can
Oh, you would too
When the only thing on your mind
Is your twisted insides (you don't want to die)
Oh, you would too (you just need to)
When the only thing on your mind
(feel the fear and accept that you will be okay)
Is your twisted insides
(so pick the right path
Pick the right path you dummy)
(Just remember
Remember how bad it feels
[please please, I know begging doesn't work]
Remember how close to death you feel
Future me,
Remember how bad it feels)