the days are so long

The days are so long
I get nothing done
Scrolling on my phone
Awake at 1
The night, it is so old
When I've got no one to hold me tightly
I want you to be here
But you won't come near
My brain turns black so easily
A flick of a switch and I'm gone
Falling down this rabbit hole
Where I belong
My head goes under the water
And suddenly I can't breathe
My stomach starts to fill up with unease
La, la la la la la la
La la la la la la
La, la la la la la la
La la
La la la
La da da ski bi bi ski bau
Ski bi di bi gau
La, la la la la la
My brain turns black so easily
A flick of a switch and I'm gone
Falling down this rabbit hole
Where I belong
My head goes under the water
And suddenly I can't breathe
My stomach starts to fill up with unease