It's Not Enough (I Feel Terrible)

I make a lot of sad shit, cuz I gotta be honest about how I feel
I feel terrible, feelings unbearable
I feel terrible, feelings unbearable
I'm unrepairable

Lie about how I feel, feelings are a parable
Life is a bitch, I can't stand that bitch
So I sit and smoke on cannabis
And why I got all these freaking holes in my soul

Those are bullet shots from the devil
Always been a rebel
Yep, feelings have to let it go
Watch this

I'm like a box that says fragile
If you let me down, I break
How much more of the pain and heartache can I take
And it's hard to love myself

I admit that I have hate
I'm a ticking time bomb, about to blow up like I'm a tank
And I really love the dank
Really love the stank

Really can't stand these hoes, never love a skank
Cuz I'll never trust, never trust never trust never trust never trust
never trust
And I'll never love, never love never love never love never love never love

Cuz it's not enough, not enough, not enough, not enough, not enough
not enough
And I love my drugs, love my drugs, love my drugs, love my drugs
love my drugs, love my drugs

I love em too much, can't give it up
I'ma always do this stuff, I'ma always do this stuff
I don't really give a crap, I don't really gamble, no
I don't really give a crap, I said I do not gamble, ho

Now watch me get it in, I'm gon' get it in
I let the thoughts out from within, let them out, from within
I know this not the deepest song, but this is the realest song
This is how I feel about my drugs, drugs all along

Heartbreak make me wanna pop some
Sip some, smoke some, roll some up, yeah
I said heartbreak make me wanna pop some
Sip some, smoke some, sniff some up, yeah

Uh, yeah
This is just true feelings, yeah
I don't even know how to fake it, uh
These are just my honestly true feelings

And I don't even know how to fake it