Nightlights

Nightlights, street lights, street life
Being like my pain, my fight
I'll fight, I'll die
I think my heart is failing
I need somebody to save me
Heart turned cold from all my hatred
I just need you to tell me it's okay
Give me a shoulder, bring the rain
My back is packed with all the fake
That I present upon my face
I put my faith up in one girl, she could burn my world
She could stab me with her words
Make me feel like I'm the worst

Back to the brink again
I need medicine to fix all of your damage
And building but I fell down again
Don't wanna feel your love anymore because now it is a chore
You got my heart and you tore it up, what the fuck?
Fix me then break me, you love me then hate me
I think this is a daydream, is this really what love means?
Why do I have to feel like this to get my fix of not feeling worthless
In my designer kicks, turned to me and said
Fuck my heart, hand in my chest then rip apart knife in my back
It wasn't hard
Cut me and make it leave a scar, made it hard
Left a scar crashing my car
Will you crumble in the dark?
Is it true apparently you've been clear like transparency
I feel like you are baffling
Borderline start harassing me
Sending texts about all of these friends that you claimed
I said, never in my life I wished you were dead

Nightlights, street lights, street life
Being like my pain, my fight
I'll fight, I'll die
I think my heart is failing
I need somebody to save me
Heart turned cold from all my hatred
I just need you to tell me it's okay
Give me a shoulder, bring the rain
My back is packed with all the fake
That I present upon my face
I put my faith up in one girl, she could burn my world
She could stab me with her words
Make me feel like I'm the worst

Lift me up then fuck it up
Loving you is like an uppercut
Punching me up in the gut
Why is my life difficult, difficult?
So fucking difficult, difficult