Biology

Life
That's some hypotonic bullshit
All the other bugs
And the ants
Don't really give a shit
Controlling
Exclusive
There Greedy for there nonsense
Never wanna share
Leave me wilting in the forest
Alone
I'm off 150ugs
Death
Alone
Doesn't really fucking scare me
But to
condone
All this
Complexive
Fuckery
It messes with me
It
Really tears at my skin
My heart palpitates
Scene
Of my homicide
The hive controls me
Greed is personified
Die in my sleep
My blood wasn't cauterized
Convene to think
The Cost of my nonsense
Back to ashes
Aren't we all
Just stardust
Selfish greed
We abuse
Life
And drugs
Um
Complete the circle
Sit and convene
Obscene now
I'm sorry
Buying sheets
Like I'm testing
neurons fucking hate me
Talk of cell toxicity
Constant fucking
Dopamine
I'm sick of
5 h t
2 A
Every day
My cells complain
Like always
Oh
My damn biology
Serotonin
Lack of sleep
Constant doses
Lsd
Shots of vodka
Make up me
Everybody hates me
Cost of passive art
Polyethylene
Making up society
Fear and
Greedy policy
Shapes on the wall
Reposition themselves
Now
Leaves on the trees dance
Super uncanny
When I'm alone
I cant sit still
For long
I
Need something
To get me through
The night
Cause when the blades of grass
That make up
This life
Exclude my voice
My thoughts
My kind
My shadow
Ceases to be
Seen
My time
Doesn't matter
To mee
Nothing i say
Could ever bother
Put you
Pedestal
Like
You was my brother
Now i say sorry
To myself
To my body
She knows
How I'm hurting
Oh
God knows
Only how this started
Oh
Life
That's some hypotonic bullshit
All the other bugs
And the ants
Don't really give a shit
Controlling
Exclusive
There Greedy for there nonsense
Never wanna share
Leave me wilting in the forest
Fucked my damn
Polarity
Losing friends
Don't
Bother me
Throw me some more dopamine
Crash my system
Hard reset
The context
Of the situation
Solidifies
Horror in there fucking eyes
Watching me go
Out on this stretcher
Why bother
Its somber
I hate you
I ponder
I wander
Makes me fonder
Spiders in my nervous system
Rabbit run
Rabbit run
Waves of emotions
Come over me
Making fake connections
Polyethylene
My nails
Full of rubbish
Its history
Waves of water gleam
In this stream
Bright colors
Take over my vision
Imma have to
Tell my father
Pull these thoughts from down
Beneath
Constant waves of serotonin
Frontal lobes
Their fucking swollen
I don't fuck with all this
Tension
Lost lands
Imma
Being of chaos
Contraband
If so got a felony
Synthetic beauty
I'm feeling truly
But what is beauty
Uhg
Fuck to much
If beauty's just a ton of
Little electrical impulses
Going off in my head
What is
Beauty
And what's fake
Is beauty even real?