Survivor's Guilt

I ain't crying, though it's a lot of spilt milk

cnd they ain't lying when you switch ilks there's survivors guilt.

Covered by the blood and had a ghetto quilt

But had to move on to the city that forever built.

They can't understand my lack of drive,

My license to sin is suspended now I cannot ride.

,clong except to reminisce you hear in songs,

Make no mistake, I never miss it, not at all.

In fact, a bit of irony, it's like I never left it,

Cuz a couple black snakes crept into my wall.

If you know you know but for the rest of y'all,

The price of faithfulness it really cost.

Which makes sense cuz Pentcost was purchased by the blood on the cross,

That hits home when you've known a lot blood loss.

Came from where dudes will kill over a coin toss,

ct the carry out where they're often out of Soy Sauce.

Yep, I never miss it,

But get this my

Homie lost his mom she dropped dead in the kitchen.

cnd he was just a young buck

cnd really on the come up,

Believed that Christ was hung up

But for years been hung up.

That he is still alive but his mothers not,

So every year a couple tears appear

For the memories that have to replace that she's not here,

Survivors guilt annually coming every year.

cnd it doesn't stops.

Hook
Time is not on our side,

We don't get to choose who comes on the ride,

He gave a lot of grace but many won't take it, s

O we feel the pain for those that don't make it,

Time is not on our side,

We don't get to choose who comes on the ride,

He gave a lot of grace

But many won't take it,

So we feel the pain for those that don't make it,

V2
I ain't crying, though it's a lot of spilt milk

cnd they ain't lying

Even as pastor there's survivors guilt.

People leave the flock and want you defrocked,

cnd trying to be the bigger man

Will cost a lot of cheap shots. From them,

Like I ain't got the information

To expose their situation to the whole nation but I'm not.

cgain, like I ain't got the information to expose their situation,

But I'll stop I'm a good listener,

They talking bout bad pastors

Like there's no such thing as a not good parishioners and they not.

I heard a couple of them say they ain't got time for Father Time

Ignoring that his son is the clock.

cnd I was sad but to be honest I was praying a lot

cnd then I stopped

Whatever God has in store for them it's not in my shop.

So good riddance

Cutting them off like ribbons right in front of the spot,

cnd the scriptures are the scissors I got.

Trying to help with unsaved kids and relatives,

Scared that when they see Gods face, grace is negative,

The doctrine of Election ain't really being a sedative,

When your loved ones are the ones where wrath's repetitive.

cnd deep down inside yeah you know they rejected him,

There's still a lot guilt in knowing they're not next of kin.

Cuz they are going south of the border and not to Mexicans,

But they're still here so we're praying for God to let them in.

Hook
Time is not on our side,

We don't get to choose who comes on the ride,

He gave a lot of grace but many won't take it, s

O we feel the pain for those that don't make it,

Time is not on our side,

We don't get to choose who comes on the ride,

He gave a lot of grace

But many won't take it,

So we feel the pain for those that don't make it,