Risk It All

I've always live my life
Grounded in reality
Away from harm
It's dangers and its tragedies
And some would say
That's the way to be
Avoiding all of life's uncertainties
But nowadays I find myself
Questioning everything
Everything that I thought
Was a part of me
And maybe I've held myself back
From all the possibilities

And I just want to find my happiness
But that takes more than
Hoping it exists

Yeah it's so hard to risk it all
I've let my past make all of my calls
And hold me back from letting
What's best for me happen to me
Change is not an easy thing
And it's harder when you can't see
Through your cloud of disbelief
I wanna be a better me

I've always been a dreamer
Hidden in secrecy
Acting only on the things
That seem safe to me
I'd set aside my aspirations for
The sake of my sanity
And knowing others who
Have went and dropped everything
Trading comfort to chase
The lives that they seek
Full of envy and I don't know if
I have that spirit in me

And I just want to find my happiness
But that takes more than
Hoping it exists
And I'm so good at missing
Every chance
But I know that the leap is
Worth the risk

Yeah it's so hard to risk it all
I've let my past make all of my calls
And hold me back from letting
What's best for me happen to me
Change is not an easy thing
And it's harder when you can't see
Through your cloud of disbelief
I wanna be a better me

And just because my past
Has made me
Doesn't mean that it controls me
Cause I am more than
The choices that I've made
So I'm taking one chance
One leap of faith
Cause I'm sick of letting
Everything slip away
Out of mind are
Where my worries stay

Yeah it's so hard to risk it all
I've let my past make all of my calls
And hold me back from letting
What's best for me happen to me
Change is not an easy thing
And it's harder when you can't see
Through your cloud of disbelief
I wanna be a better me