Handle

Go, go, go, go, go
Here we go

Oh, woah, woah, woah, woah
Yeah, sippin' lean slow, oh, oh, oh, oh
Eenie, meenie, miney, mo, oh, oh, oh, oh
I fucked up, but she still stayed
I can't let her go, no, I can't let her go
Oh, woah, woah, woah, woah
Yeah, sippin' lean slow, oh, oh, oh, oh
Sometimes it gets hard to handle
Like oh no, here we go, go, go, go, go
Here we go, go, go

(I'm doing drugs so I can maintain)
Part of the reason that I can handle this damn pain
"I'm fucking numb" , said the lonely heart of the drummer boy
Who'd rather wreak havoc than play around with a Tonka toy
Uh, shit, my mirror ain't been clearer lately
I see my mind bеcoming blind, material mistaken
Heart indulging in thе things that are forever broken
I seen a father lose his son, why life so fucking hopeless?

As I'm pacin' back and forth, waitin' till they pass the torch
Life a bitch who 'bout forty in a sad divorce
Voice is hoarse, gettin' harder to speak
Remarkable themes, talkin' mark of the beast
I saw them caught on the leash, we walk in common asleep
In coffins, talkin' to Stephen Hawking, evil, we see it often
So we close our eyes, hopin' we forgot to die
(Shit, it must have slipped my mind, why?)

Oh, woah, woah, woah, woah
Yeah, sippin' lean slow, oh, oh, oh, oh
Eenie, meenie, miney, mo, oh, oh, oh, oh
I fucked up, but she still stayed
I can't let her go, no, I can't let her go
Oh, woah, woah, woah, woah
Yeah, sippin' lean slow, oh, oh, oh, oh
Sometimes it gets hard to handle
Like oh no, here we go, go, go, go, go
(Here we go, go, go)

I'm in my favorite place, but I feel out of place still
Runnin' out of options, screamin' out, "Lord Jesus, take the wheel"
Tempted to kill all of my plugs, 'cause what if they lace the pills?
(I'll be another legend fallen like Lil Peep and Mac Miller)
(Learn)
This feeling is familiar
My new girl was scared, I'd go back to her
But I won't say her name, I know that it's cursed

I don't even think about her anymore
I guess I got what I wanted, yeah
I don't even dream about her every night
Can't you tell that I'm lyin'?
I was in the background every time
Now, I'm in the middle of the spotlight
Everything you said to me was at the perfect time
Babygirl, you know it's not right, not right (It' a lie)

Um, hey bae, it's me again, I know I've been tweakin'
Praying for forgiveness, demons at the cleanest
Never thought I'd have a love like this, and I mean it