Antagonist

I know I got problems I'm still trying fix them
I have trouble now with emotions I think that you did that

So trust me when I say it
Ion give a fuck if you leave don't stay then
I been tryna quit me the lean why I stayed in
I been tryna find me my sleep but keep waking up
Got problems that been keeping me up
I got demonds that keep beating me up
They revealed some stuff
And now I don't know who trust

Ok you know it now
No ones Ever held me down
I keep tryna take the crown
But they keep tryna kock me out
(Ok Yeah)
I stay on my feet I been running
Or atleast I keep tryin but stumblin
My 3rd eyes been buzzin
Lately I feel like im chosen or somethin
But fuck that
I want love like I felt before
But I think that's in the wind
And that's what's been hurting most
Sometimes I do reminisce
Bout days before you hitted ghost
And that's what leaves me complicated
Cus I want that more then most

But I'm the antagonist I guess won't get what I want
No more activist I guess so I been pouring wok
Where the protagonist so I can knock his ass off
I'm tryna die with my dreams not what ever you want

So ima make it happen
I been planning
Solving obstacles
I can manage
Might be down for now
But I'll be standing up
Might be down for now
But I'll have it

Know I got problems im still trying fix them
I have trouble now with emotions I think that you did that

So trust me when I say it
Ion give a fuck if you leave don't stay then
I been tryna quit me the lean why I stayed in
I been tryna find me my sleep but keep waking up
got problems that been keeping me up
I got demons that keep beating me up
They revealed some stuff
And now I don't know who trust

Now I'm on to it
Sippen wokhardt i been off it
I'm an astronaught
In night i get lost an
One day ima blast off
And talk the the profit
Until then ill be on it
Through stop signs In never stopping
Through the weather I'm never dropping
Through this life I'm living wanted

Sometimes I can get upset but I gotta just think
Think of the days
Days I couldn't have this
You got to be greatful
There was days I was dreaming of this
Just to be doin my thing

Know I got problems im still trying fix them
I have trouble now with emotions I think that you did that

So trust me when I say it
Ion give a fuck if you leave don't stay then
I been tryna quit me the lean why I stayed in
I been tryna find me my sleep but keep waking up
got problems that been keeping me up
I got demonds that keep beating me up
They revealed some stuff
And now I don't know who trust