City Angels

I get excited to get these poems out my mental
This shit is like therapy
Ever since I started speaking my thoughts
There's nothing anyone could tell D
Cause, I remember my my ex bitch said she'll marry me
Tatted my initials on her rib cage then a year later buried me
See, I faced an unfortunate circumstance at Penn State
That went under the radar weeks before my graduation
That could've gotten me expelled and put me away
I found I had a warrant for my arrest
Cooperated with officers and turned myself in
They held me on $25k bail facing domestic and harassment charges
All of this stemmed from a situation that involved my ex
On a night we went out
Jealousy in the air, liquor in the system
That combination didn't mix well
Things got physical in the club and one thing lead to another
The ride home changed everything, everything

You got to watch for the City Angel's
Cause they will tame you
I know her beauty beyond amazing
I couldn't blame you
I love the things that I've learned from you
But I couldn't thank you
And I learned a lot from our differences
But for that Im grateful
Follow your heart and not your truest friends
Cause they the first to do you in the end
Lets not play pretend
Where dignity is often overlooked
Beauty and value of creation was neglected
Cause it's more than looks
Don't play victim to circumstances that you created
Started to forget about my pride and found my patience
My thoughts wonder on a daily basis
The love was sentimental to my mental
And I know I can't escape it
Like meanwhile my mind racing
Hiding emotion behind my face
When I hear the time I was facing
Cause let's be honest baby you lusted for that attention
And through every great failure your bound to learn a lesson
The Phoenix Rising

You got to watch for the City Angel's
Cause they will tame you
You got to watch for the City Angel's
Cause they will tame you

My ex aborted the kid sadly and never told me
Then 2 months later yelled it out of spite
Said it was tough for her to hid it
My feelings covered
Prideful I aint a sucka
But broke down in public, I admit
Even though what I'm saying is private
How could I neglect the hurt from you
Neglect I was taken away
And I had to pray
My loyalty to you was confirmed
And that's my word now I'm questioning
What's your purpose
Like was it all worth it
Cause all this trouble with
I got me stressed, under pressure
I been up for like 4 or 5 days
Can't smoke but steady sipping hen
And memories filling my conscious
Once lovers
This is now and that was then
My mind has been gone
But I'm a King not a pawn
So I know, take it slow
Relax, and play my role
But, I'm day dreaming like
Take my life and give that baby life
Cause in my heart
When I pray to God
I don't know if I forgive you pretty