I Don't Want to Live

Driving me insane
You cause me so much pain
Grind me through the dirt
You've caused me so much hurt

Life's lusts slip away
My mind has gone astray
Is this the reason why
I'm too weak to cry

I don't want to live

Am I the one to blame
The questions stay the same
The days are such a drag
I want my old self back

You're afraid to die
While I'm afraid to live
Give me a reason why
Why do I want to die

I don't want to live

Memories of what has been
Fill me with despair
The times that were will not return
This I cannot bear

The question as I lie
Do I want to die

Acceptance is asleep
But I am wide awake
Reality will weep
The thoughts I must forsake

The question as I lie
Do I want to die