Darkest Fantasy

(Verse One)
I don’t wanna be fucked, I don’t wanna be fucked
I’m sorry my dear but just you’re outta luck
These men around here don’t understand
The things i look for when I look for a man
I’m looking for something that’s a little more wild
Something that is currently out of style
I’m looking for a particular body part
Something that would kill you if it didn’t start

(Pre Chorus)
But unlovable has become my brand
The hearts I long for have me banned
My body is a prison, I’m bound to the curse
From here on out, it’ll only get worse

(Chorus)
My fantasy is love
My fantasy is love
I swear to up above
That my fantasy is love
When push comes to shove
When push comes to shove
I’ll need all the love
When push comes to shove
My fantasy is love
My fantasy is love
I swear to up above
That my fantasy is love
When push comes to shove
When push comes to shove
I’ll need all the love
When push comes to shove

(Verse Two)
I just wanna be touched, I just wanna be touched
I’m sorry my dear, is that asking too much
In this day and age, this fantasy is dark
When it comes to today, no one’s thinking with their heart
This generation has a certain agenda
Wanna bust you right open but they don’t wanna mend ya
That isn’t who I am, no shame if that’s you
But the last time I tried it, it just left me feeling blue

(Pre Chorus)
And unlovable has become my brand
The hearts I long for have me banned
My body is a prison, I’m bound to the curse
From here on out, it’ll only get worse

(Chorus)
My fantasy is love
My fantasy is love
I swear to up above
That my fantasy is love
When push comes to shove
When push comes to shove
I’ll need all the love
When push comes to shove
My fantasy is love
My fantasy is love
I swear to up above
That my fantasy is love
When push comes to shove
When push comes to shove
I’ll need all the love
When push comes to shove

(Break)
My darkest fantasy is love
But it is still never enough
I give out love but can’t receive
Because the real problem is me

(Bridge)
I cannot ever make his heart my home
With my closet full of skeletons and the bones
I say I’m unlovable but I cannot love
It’s my own fucking fault I can’t trust him enough
He cannot ever make my heart his home
So I’m left sitting here on my own
But trusting a partner is required
And my trust long ago expired