Unlovable

(Verse One)
Welcome to my love story
Now won't you come and see
The emptiness and loneliness
That's been consuming me
You won't find a fairytale
They don't live in these parts
The only thing you might find
Is a used and broken heart
Some say I'm dramatic
But I have been through a lot
I've picked through all the pedals
Saying that he loves me not
These men they never stayed
But what can I expect
When all most of them are look for
Is quick, meaningless sex

(Pre Chorus)
My broken past cannot be fixed
With band aids or a stitch
Dig my grave plot just for one
Cuz I’m a lonely bitch
Always celebrate alone
I never bring a date
I’ll be alone forever
I should just accept my fate

(Chorus)
Love me or you love me not
Hold me like I’m all you got
Lovable, I wish I was
But I am not, there’s no because
Love me or you love me not
Please hold me babe, you’re all I got
Unlovable not just a trait
Cuz it will always be my fate

(Verse Two)
I cannot keep a lover
Unless he is in my bed
Cuz no one wants to deal with
What goes on inside my head
Spend a night with me
And you will go to hell and back
You will see every area
Within each one I lack
No one wants to stick around
My closet’s full of bones
And it’s within my bones
That I feel the most alone
Skeletons have captured me
They want me to themselves
They don’t want somebody else
Going and asking for some help

(Pre Chorus)
My broken past cannot be fixed
With band aids or a stitch
Dig my grave plot just for one
Cuz I’m a lonely bitch
Always celebrate alone
I never bring a date
I’ll be alone forever
I should just accept my fate

(Chorus)
Love me or you love me not
Hold me like I’m all you got
Lovable, I wish I was
But I am not, there’s no because
Love me or you love me not
Please hold me babe, you’re all I got
Unlovable not just a trait
Cuz it will always be my fate

(Interlude)
He loves me
He loves me not
He loves me
He loves me not

(Bridge)
He loves me, no he loves me not
Won’t hold me like I’m all he’s got
Cuz no one’s got me, that’s the truth
Party for one, no one in my booth
Spill the drinks, climb on tables
I’m a fucking mess, I’m too unstable
Trapped in the clouds, I’m out of my mind
Got no one here that I could leave behind
My lips unkissed, my body untouched
I’d give it up for authentic love
And all I wanted all my life
Was to find a husband to make me his wife
But I’ve been crossed now once or twice
And learned this world is nothing nice
In my twenty two years, I’ve learned some things
They take the monsters, make them kings

(Outro)
No one's gonna love me, I'm unlovable
No one's gonna love me, I'm unlovable
No one's gonna love me, I'm unlovable
No one's gonna love me
I'm fucking unlovable