ALMOST

KS
Meditation
Stuck in the dessert need hydration

Still I'm holding down for my family
I think my biggest mistake was letting you meet my granny
Snakes where I step
So I watch my grass like Stanley

No Biggie
All I need is faith
I guess revenge ain't mine to take
But I heard it's got a sweet taste
So I'm stuck between a rock and a hard place
And this pains gonna last like Nav's skin fades
You feel me? Ay

Mummy always said watch your company
I always replied different generations different problems
Little did I know they wanted my head on a plate and they ain't stopping
Till I'm dead and rotting
They been scheming and plotting

I'm in my son's life but they move like I'm not
So mediate what
I feel like my characters getting robbed
What makes it worst is I just lost my job
And I'm a praying man so imagine what I'm saying to God

Three AM by the river
Lucky I'm not suicidal
Cos I would of jumped in

Corbyn I'm feeling blue
Hope my requests don't get lost in the wind
I wanna win cos I hate it when I lose
Don't bother me I'm not in the mood

There's a lot on my mind
I close my eyes I swear it goes black
I start to cry I get panic attacks
Cash problems imagine if
I still done bank scams

Blud

I would of been laughing
They ask me if I'm cool I say yeah, Covid I'm masking
I hold it
I hate passing
All these passerbys passing
The feds stopped me here, they think I'm dealing cos I'm dark skinned
The same strip where we shot still matching
They stabbed thing here, I guess I'm chancing
Sink or swim
What you mean Kumar
I mean
Hypothetically I'm just asking

Another day another problem
But if I end it here it won't stop them, it will only shift it

I'm going crazy cos I'm gifted
Yo it's hard with these powers in Southeast you can go and ask Misfits
I hate playing victim
I hate being the villain
I hate being the hero
But the look in my sons eyes makes me see things different
You gotta go out and get it, cos it really ain't given
You gotta go out and get it, cos it really ain't given
Yo you listening
God I got a heavy heart can you please lift this

I'm standing on the edge and I can see these ships sink
And I'm tryna stay afloat
The same things that broke and made me I really gotta let go
But back to mediation, yo these days are getting close
But I guess I'm gonna take it with a pinch of salt
Back to mediation yo these are getting close
But after that I swear I'm gonna let

KS