Loyalty (Hoop Dreams)

I lost all my feelings and all my emotions the past put me down in a hole
I heard people speaking about it and telling you things they don't know
Here is the truth I no longer withhold
Would never just quit for the fam I cant fold
He took away my scholarship I didn't even know
June 28 2022, got a letter in the mail with some news
My hoop dreams they was over with I ain't even know what to do
Picked up the phone and I called coach he was acting like he ain't have a clue
What I'm supposed to do school in a month gotta pay in full now I'm so confused
Spent my whole life in the gym and I didn't even get a chance
To go play in college told me I'd be on the court but you switched up your stance
My whole life had the ball I fell too in love was a deep romance
Who do I call
If I vent my pain would you understand
It was dark days had a lost of identity
I've been rolling up blunts cause they healing me
I ain't fucking with you you can stay out my face with that shit on my life you is history
On to better things, preparing myself for it mentally
We getting older no elementary turning it up let me raise the intensity
Yeah
This my vision I know you can't see
Will you show me loyalty
On the days that we do disagree
You won't win if you scared to take the leap
Either way gotta make they ass believe
I found another way it make me feel complete
Ain't no comparison to what we had
Can I make this moment everlast
Know that the time won't get it back
Deep in my head won't interact
And I went through it all not once did I crack
Really just move off the energy move like a weirdo I promise the shit going to get matched
I don't know if I'm crazy but I want to give my all to you
When the days get rainy you the only one I can talk to
A lot of things I done outgrew
Vision real big got a foreign coupe
It ain't easy in the regroup but the lessons that they teach you
I've been asking God to show me better days
Gonn always see the smile on my face cause I won't show the pain
Woah
And all these battles swear a soldier was just made I swear I'm not the same
This my vision I know you can't see
Will you show me loyalty
On the days that we do disagree
You won't win if you scared to take the leap
Either way gotta make they ass believe
I found another way it make me feel complete
Ain't no comparison to what we had
Can I make this moment everlast
Know that the time won't get it back
Deep in my head won't interact
And I went through it all not once did I crack
Really just move off the energy move like a weirdo I promise the shit going to get matched
Ain't no comparison to what we had
Can I make this moment everlast
Know that the time won't get it back
Deep in my head won't interact
And I went through it all not once did I crack
Really just move off the energy move like a weirdo I promise the shit going to get matched