Outside the Body

I can't speak
I can't think
Thoughts with no clarity to keep
No more noise
No one joins
An illusion with my mind in a void
No more breathing
No more needing
The want is gone
and I don't have any feeling
The hand knocks
Handles still hot
A key that doesn't fit any locks

My mind tires of constant thoughts
Falling prey to fear until I rot
Give me a break
and just let it all end
This plague of mind won't let the soul mend

Will they even believe me

Who carries the name when I'm the only son
Can parts of a torn soul get into heaven
The hurt leaves, all that's left is the numb
I've given it up
the pain has won

My hands have gone numb
I can't even feel them

The feeling persists
Something is missing
Did I even try?
I'm running out of time
and I'm just scraping by

Well has run dry

I'm left alone
No flesh no bone
Try to scream,
my mouth isn't my own
I hear the noise
Flip of a coin
Can I live or be stuck in the void
Lungs heaving
Tired of pleading
Can't even think my head is seething
All I need anymore is the want
Wanting it all but being destined to fall

Ya gotta die sometime,
times up kid

An eternity passes in an instant
Outside the body I'm not even in it
I'm crumbling I can't pass the blame
My mind breaks and it's skipping the frames