Smoke and Pain

Smoke billowing from the ash,
let me rebuild again
One moment I've lost everything
and the next I've lost myself with it
Cant stop blacking out,
wondering where my moments went
3 years later, a thousand times a day,
I find myself consumed by it

Smoke lingering,
there was a burning here
Hope concentrate,
a false shell consumed with fear
Time withering,
how much is spent afraid of it
Night consuming,
can't look back my visions blurred

will ya tell me the reason
for this new kind of pain
season after season
will you remember my name

I get down on my knees
and plead to be saved
The hope burned with the heat
and washed away with the rain

All I Have is smoke
Smoke and Pain
Will you remember my name
as my soul turns to smoke

How many times can I regret
everything that I've done
Is there time to save myself,
can I still learn from this
Everyday, hundreds of times,
it's so much easier to quit.
All the miles, and smoke from my tires,
take myself away from here