7PM (feat. Lilacs.)

It is 7 pm and I'm sitting all alone
No one's on my phone tonight
My boyfriend's in class
And my friends are back at home
And the internet is slow
So I can't watch my show tonight
Tonight

I'm losing my mind
I'm reading the news for the hell of it
I'm wondering if she's on your mind
Losing track of time
I'm learning to cook for the hell of it
And I'm wondering if she's by your side
Tonight (tonight)

I don't usually do this
But baby tell me that you love me and prove it
I'm just so far away it's easy to lose it
So tell me you're mine, oh
I'm so stuck and I need you to pull me back out (out, out)
Say you love me and maybe I'll stop having doubts (doubts, doubts)

It's 11 pm and I'm hanging up my phone
'Cause I've reached your dial tone again
Something tells me I'll go crazy
If you keep playing these games with me
So maybe I'll call you again, oh
And it don't make sense (it don't make no sense)

I'm losing my mind
I've smoked too much tryna deal with it
And I'm wondering if he's on your mind
Losing track of time
I'm takin' drugs on the couch just to deal with it
And I'm wondering if he's by your side tonight (tonight)

I don't usually do this
But baby tell me that you love me and prove it
I'm just so far away it's easy to lose it
So tell me you're mine, oh
I'm so stuck and I need you to pull me back out
Say you love me and maybe I'll stop having doubts