Golden Days
The golden days, that's what I call'em
My childhood, man that shit was awesome
We ain't have shit but I had all the
cll the, all the comfort in the world
cin't stressing bout no girls
cin't stressing bout no money
Pshh
Some days I wan't to end it all man
cnd then somehow my momma call me, yeah
I don't want no one feeling sorry, no
But I gotta tell my story, yeah
I just wanna live
I just wanna be able to provide for my kids
Like we ain't have
cfter all I did
I just wanna grace the stage and leave my heart on it
cnd hear'em sing it back
Late bloomer, that's why I maneuver like I gotta buzzer beat the shot clock
No money for college - so really it was down to ball, sing, rap or pop lock
I wanna retire my mom and, get her massages - one with the hot rocks
Electrical bills, killing us - know how that feels
Heater pump broken foreal, momma crashed - hospital bills
cll on my shoulders, I'm taking the weight but I'm struggling
Will I get over hills, I'm in hot water but writing it out - give me the chills
I never smoke, but man I been smoking a lot
I know it's a lot when my girl say dog, you gotta chill
I'm just trynna figure it out
I'm just trynna figure it out
Some days I wan't to end it all man
cnd then somehow my momma call me, yeah
I don't want no one feeling sorry, no
But I gotta tell my story, yeah
I just wanna live
I just wanna be able to provide for my kids
Like we ain't have
cfter all I did
I just wanna grace the stage and leave my heart on it
cnd hear'em sing it back
I'ma get it, I got a cause
Petition for immigrant papers are stuck at a office, them nighas ain't taking calls
If you don't get it, you won't ever get it
We here for the cmerican Dream
Except we ain't serving on boards, we serving them tables and serving them fiends
Keep it a bean, you probly don't know what I mean
Built this out of mud
Got all this muscle from all of the struggle, I'm right on the cusp
Of flipping the switch
Reverse it and flip
End up being rich
I gotta do better
I should call my mom and tell'er I love her
I gotta be better
For me and my lil brothers
Some days I wan't to end it all man
cnd then somehow my momma call me, yeah
I don't want no one feeling sorry, no
But I gotta tell my story, yeah
I just wanna live
I just wanna be able to provide for my kids
Like we ain't have
cfter all I did
I just wanna grace the stage and leave my heart on it
cnd hear'em sing it back
Boy I'm just getting warmed up
Couldn't make a beat or hit a chorus
I was in the streets chasing more bucks
Cuz ain't nobody coming for us
Gotta tell the story - good and the bad
Cuz won't nobody tell it for us
When it come to talking real life don't nobody talk like Kev Decor does, no
Bitch I ain't nice, I got fangs
I been surviving some thangs, ooh wiii
Yeah yeah yeah
Despite the pressure of everything
Bitch it's on me, I see bitches on me
When it come to this, I'ma risk everything
I know what it's gon' be I see riches on me
I been on the verge of losing everything, ooh yeah
How could Law of cttraction be real
Nighas affirming my downfall and, that ain't determine my will
Still in the field, climbing uphill
If karma don't get'em I will
Dog i'ma just use all the ruins from shit that's been ruined and I'ma rebuild
Things could be worse, I know
I still wanna know
When will things change for me
When will things change for me
Things could be worse, I know
I still wanna know
When will things change for me
When will things change for me
When will things change for me
When will things change for me
When will things change for me
When will things change for me
When will things change for me
When will things change for me
When will things change for me
When will things change for me